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All I hope for you is tampons and rain.
Bahahaaaaaa
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awake30 March 2009 @ 04:33 pm
Hahahaa
I wish I knew how to knit. I would put my chapstick in that all day long, and then I would make a bowl cover to match.
Also I will be having dreams of this soon for sure....
21 March 2009 @ 10:26 am
I actually look pregnant. And nooooo stretchiesssss, thank fucking god.
I have about 9 weeks left....yikes.
I feel like shit and I'm definitely panicking hah
I'd like to do a maternity shoot, but I'm having issues finding someone that does artsy work, or balls, even good work at that.
I'm going to have a friend do some for me instead, she's into polaroids and vintage film, so I think that is exactlyyyy what I'm looking for.
I have so much crap to do, and I feel like Alankazaam doesn't understand that we need to get things ready for Elliot. I guess he thinks everything is just going to magically appear?? Hm.
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confused22 December 2008 @ 08:49 am
discontent12 December 2008 @ 05:31 pm
I just got back from my OBGYN/hospital. I was bleeding some today....
they drew a bunch of blood, and my cervix was closed and the heartbeat was strong.
They went ahead and gave me the Rogan shot early just in case my body is trying to attack the baby. (I am O negative and DB is a positive type - I have antibodies that could attack the baby like it was a virus)
Doc did say that there was a soft spot on my cervix which may account for the bleeding, and if that's it
It was so terrifying and I had to force myself to be calm, DB had to come home from work to take me because the doc said I had to come in right then, which made me freak out even more.
I hope everything stays okay. Ugh.
I hate not being able to look inside of my body with X-Ray specs.
they drew a bunch of blood, and my cervix was closed and the heartbeat was strong.
They went ahead and gave me the Rogan shot early just in case my body is trying to attack the baby. (I am O negative and DB is a positive type - I have antibodies that could attack the baby like it was a virus)
Doc did say that there was a soft spot on my cervix which may account for the bleeding, and if that's it
It was so terrifying and I had to force myself to be calm, DB had to come home from work to take me because the doc said I had to come in right then, which made me freak out even more.
I hope everything stays okay. Ugh.
I hate not being able to look inside of my body with X-Ray specs.
Flava: 
scared
scaredTunage: the bobby mcgees
09 December 2008 @ 05:24 pm
08 December 2008 @ 06:49 pm
ThickOvaries (6:47:39 PM) : EVERYONE LOOKS LIKE A CUNT TO ME TODAY.
ThickOvaries (6:47:43 PM) : goddamn.
ThickOvaries (6:49:00 PM) : goddamn cunts.
PhyberOpticJesus (7:02:45 PM) : wut
ThickOvaries (7:10:02 PM) : I dont know. I just see fucking cunts everywhere.
ThickOvaries (7:10:26 PM) : People should need a license to draw their eyebrows on.
PhyberOpticJesus (7:10:33 PM) : lolol
Everyone.
cuntcuntcunt
Flava: 
annoyed
annoyedTunage: NO
21 November 2008 @ 07:00 pm
I no longer have LJ chums like I used to.
Oh boring, "responsible" life, look what you fucking did.
My eyelids are goddamned puffy. Just the bottom ones.
I'm bitter and I want swim in a big tub of complaining.
But I won't. I've had my fill.
I should be more spiritual.
Ha!
No seriously.
I keep going to meditate and practice certain thingers...but then I have to FUCKING PISS every time I get cross legged.
Oh right..wasn't going to bitch.
Er.
I want to put colors in my hair.
And I like the name Elliot.
Oh boring, "responsible" life, look what you fucking did.
My eyelids are goddamned puffy. Just the bottom ones.
I'm bitter and I want swim in a big tub of complaining.
But I won't. I've had my fill.
I should be more spiritual.
Ha!
No seriously.
I keep going to meditate and practice certain thingers...but then I have to FUCKING PISS every time I get cross legged.
Oh right..wasn't going to bitch.
Er.
I want to put colors in my hair.
And I like the name Elliot.
11 November 2008 @ 06:21 pm
Ergggg so I went to my first ultrasound screening yesterday and no signs yet of spinal bifida - soooooo happy, all the measurements were normal!
They also drew blood for a down syndrome test and it was a finger prick - I bled for over 10 minutes, they could not get my blood to clot. There was a puddle on the floor and I got some on the nurses shoe and she was new and started freaking out haha.
Oh and I got thissss
and then today (13 weeks along exactly)
I am showing really early ,, they said its because I was underweight to begin with. Bah!
They also drew blood for a down syndrome test and it was a finger prick - I bled for over 10 minutes, they could not get my blood to clot. There was a puddle on the floor and I got some on the nurses shoe and she was new and started freaking out haha.
Oh and I got thissss
and then today (13 weeks along exactly)
I am showing really early ,, they said its because I was underweight to begin with. Bah!
Flava: 
relieved
relieved